To delete or not delete?

It's about to storm some snow

I have been writing old school lately with all the changes made to personal information flowing around the internet. To have myself splayed over the wide world for all to see and read is making me feel some what empty.

I have deleted the social accounts I can barely remember ever using in the past 6 months and am contemplating on my blog. Do I delete it or continue to write more superficial meanderings about what comes along?

Me superficial? Don't know if I can do that.

If anything I am working on my artsy fartsy side and may have Instagram going.

Sometimes just let go of more than you thought you should

Lists need adjusting
after time

As a kid I have had lists for life. What to do with relationships, schooling, and other projects in my life. Well if you can call them projects. I pretty much followed them to a tee then I got...

Married.

Never looked at them until I got divorced. Man I thought I can keep them with slight adjustments cause really they had worked for me.

No wait, marriage fell apart, scratch that.

Now I am more aware of who I am and how I don't give a fuck about others on many levels. I have been used and abused enough and letting go of a lot.

Those lists being one. Redoing them all over as more of guidance and reminders of not to repeat mistakes from before. Growing old sucks and lists and notes make everything else easier. Need to live life and not try to remember every little thing.

Not much life left as when the original lists were made out.

Live

Will there be an end?

For some reason I have been getting a lot of suggestions or supposedly related subjects I should check out about the apocalypse. I have no idea what I have been looking up that would have analytical scripts would think I am into it.

Human kind is superior but not the whole of the world.

I'm sorry to say but we are nothing but a fraction of a second in the universe's time line. Life will keep going on without you. The world will not end with you.

Take everyday and make the most of it and live life today and not for something that may happen in your life time. If it does at least you can say you did something and not just exist for the fall of human kind. All that time preparing could be used to live longer than stressing yourself into a shorter life span.