Wednesday, 11 July 2018

Sometimes just let go of more than you thought you should

Lists need adjusting
after time
As a kid I have had lists for life. What to do with relationships, schooling, and other projects in my life. Well if you can call them projects. I pretty much followed them to a tee then I got...


Never looked at them until I got divorced. Man I thought I can keep them with slight adjustments cause really they had worked for me.

No wait, marriage fell apart, scratch that.

Now I am more aware of who I am and how I don't give a fuck about others on many levels. I have been used and abused enough and letting go of a lot.

Those lists being one. Redoing them all over as more of guidance and reminders of not to repeat mistakes from before. Growing old sucks and lists and notes make everything else easier. Need to live life and not try to remember every little thing.

Not much life left as when the original lists were made out.

Sunday, 10 June 2018


Will there be an end?
For some reason I have been getting a lot of suggestions or supposedly related subjects I should check out about the apocalypse. I have no idea what I have been looking up that would have analytical scripts would think I am into it.

Human kind is superior but not the whole of the world.

I'm sorry to say but we are nothing but a fraction of a second in the universe's time line. Life will keep going on without you. The world will not end with you.

Take everyday and make the most of it and live life today and not for something that may happen in your life time. If it does at least you can say you did something and not just exist for the fall of human kind. All that time preparing could be used to live longer than stressing yourself into a shorter life span.

Friday, 18 May 2018

Not only me I hope!

Till fall my dear friend!
Ever have seasonal cravings? I mean the moment the weather changes there is no way you can eat that type of food till the next  season? I am thinking visceral reaction to the food if you see it once more before the season comes back.

I am not talking holiday meals. Those are self explanatory. They have a 2 week life span.

Look at it like this. 2 seasons to food cravings I believe are from May till October and then from October to April. October can over lap the kind of weather melds around there. Summer and cold cravings. Salad and soup seasons.

I can't eat another bowl of soup now. I know I will be eating it all I can when the weather gets cold again but why is it so damn dramatic? It feels like I will never eat another bowl of soup ever! Now I just want my steak spinach salad to which I was so sick of when the temperature got cold.