|Yes I feel this frazzled. I love |
a good cartoony cow
So many times my mind will not shut up. It needs an outlet.
This time around there is no stress just nothing really grounding me. I feel so liberated being divorced I am now finding myself scattered and unable to stick to a tried and true hobby. Work is easy to focus but I do not know what to do with myself otherwise!
Trying new hobbies all the time is money and time badly spent at my age. Boredom is my downfall and I see it coming so I come running to my keyboard, pen, and pencil for structure. The first hobby I have ever enjoyed.
So to the crocheting I am going to use up the last of the yarn and get rid of the equipment. My online gaming I think I will still keep since it is a form of socializing as well. Heavens knows I so need all the socializing I can get. Cutting down on finding new recipes by 80% since time is wasted getting recipes I will most likely not even use. I don't want to even think about all the money I wasted on jewelry making, that one still hurts.
Researching I don't consider as a hobby so I will be keeping that time sink. Nothing can go wrong with expanding your knowledge. Rollerblading/skating is still a goal, I need some form of exercise to enjoy. So far the gym is only interesting when doing weights. Cardio in a gyms sucks royally.
So be prepared for thoughts of the day, frustrations of life, and funny stories I have to tell. Anything more personal will be done in my journal that has been in my closet for about 4 years.