It was a cold rainy day in Toronto heading on our way to the bar for a huge Texan raspberry mango margarita for my birthday. sat down made our order and received my drink. Held that huge blow like glass and in a split second was beet red, on fire, and sweating profusely! My sister looks worried at me and says "Are you dying?!?" Yeah I looked that bad.
Three and a half years later I am feeling better about it. Just figured out why I have bee feeling so enthusiastic about everything for about the last 4 weeks. I am no longer sexually frustrated and getting pissed off that I haven't had any good sex in the last 20 years. I can focus on more than just my frustration.
Still have a strong libido though, phew!
I was so afraid I was going to miss out on great sex wasting so much with the plain guy having started peri-menopause so early. Is there going to be enough time to make up for it before I lose my libido?
If I can keep this level of hormone bring on the menopause! I truly am feeling so much better an happier. No more feeling of having to rush before losing it all.