Oh the Hormones!

::wink-wink::

The roller coaster of the mid to late 40's, the start of peri-menopause. I got lucky? Started on my 40th birthday with a scary hot-flash.

It was a cold rainy day in Toronto heading on our way to the bar for a huge Texan raspberry mango margarita for my birthday. sat down made our order and received my drink. Held that huge blow like glass and in a split second was beet red, on fire, and sweating profusely! My sister looks worried at me and says "Are you dying?!?" Yeah I looked that bad.

Three and a half years later I am feeling better about it. Just figured out why I have bee feeling so enthusiastic about everything for about the last 4 weeks. I am no longer sexually frustrated and getting pissed off that I haven't had any good sex in the last 20 years. I can focus on more than just my frustration.

Still have a strong libido though, phew!

I was so afraid I was going to miss out on great sex wasting so much with the plain guy having started peri-menopause so early. Is there going to be enough time to make up for it before I lose my libido?

If I can keep this level of hormone bring on the menopause! I truly am feeling so much better an happier. No more feeling of having to rush before losing it all.